Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

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omgg kae itx been monthxx siince ie last postdd andd ie noe ie saiid ie wont post till aftr oLvlxx
but yaar ie had to.

sectiion1:
syf09 ish in 10daexx
itx th last stretch.
ie noe everiionex getting pissd wiib th stoopiid song
ppl want to get it ovr wiib

ie noe ie hvnt been giivin mi best duriin pracx.ie noe datx ie totally swiitch off duriing seLfpracxx

BUTTT
as of todae ie promiise ie wiLl giive mii eth duriing everii prac
ie noe ie had no confiidence in us
but ie was wrong che can get what we want
ie [heartt] che09.

sectiion2
ie lovee mii dearr 4M09 to biitx
-jedidahh: ie cantt imagiine 4Mor tamiil class wiithout euu dear.eu hab been thr fer mi everytiime ie scrwd up.thankeu fer everythiing.what will ie ever do without eu:))
-jiiahui:ie regrt nawt noeing eu bttr in 1/2A thankss fer beiing thr fer mii siince th fiirst dae of 4M till now
-jeya:pyscatriist.eu always noe how to mke it bttr:))
-kemeii:partnerr:)thankeuu fer all euur care and concern.andd euur super niice buttrscotch cheweet:)andd fer makiing lessons in 4M bearable:)
-khadiija:counsellor.thankss fer all th laffs diix yr
-theresa:cute lil giirl.thanks fer always beiing blur and cute:)
-minmin:thankeuu fer beiing th stoopidshermiin and alwayx mking mi laff.ie realli owe eu alotx fer eth datx happx last yr.
-nataliie:fer beiing th mummy and support of th class.alwayx derex wiib euur encouragiin wordx.
-deandra:ehh scaryy scholar euur nawt datx scarii aftr all:))thankxx fer all euur help andd adviice.
-saren:thankx fer fixiing anusha broken heartt
-hoiyannn:labpartner:))thankeu fer ensuriing ie ddnt kill miiself duriin lab periodx:)andd beiing a loyal manu fan wiib mi:)
erm diix ish th partt whr ie get abiit lazy to type
so thankeuu all mii royal staff of 4M who accptd mii as deiir priincess
&&ie will alwayx be 4Ms belovdd biimbo
mostt imptly thankeuu mrsngg fer beiing th bestestt formtchrr ever:)andd understndinng eth.thankeu fer all th dialog sessionx:)



ie [heartt]4M09

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