Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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►Perfect: n0 oNe ish peRfecT..
►Tall: eRm okaiizx lUh..
►In your pajamas: n0pex..
►Lefthanded: riighT hanDeD.
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LASTFriend
you saw: nanThini..
►Talked to on the phone: viichu
►Person to text you: anuu
►Is today betterthanyesterday?: n0 diff lUh..st0ning c0ntinuedd
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FAVORITE
Number: 3
►Color: piink:)
►Food: cHiicken riice
►Place: aniiwheRe wheRe ii can sT0ne in peace:)
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QUESTIONS& ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you didthis morning when you got up?
► check mii hp.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
► yar..haiix..
Q: What's the last movie you watchedin theaters?
► wiiLd chiiLd:)
Q: Where is the last place you went?
► viv0
Q. Do you smile a lot?
► lawL yUP..bUt depenD on mii m0od aso lUh..
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
► ii used to..
Q: Are you a friendly person?
► ii can be if ii want:)
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► on de bed luh..duh.
Q: Why did you sleep there?
► if ii d0n sLeep on bed..wheRe eLse ii sLiip..
Q: When was the last time you cried?
► haiixxx..d0nwanna thiink of it..
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
► b0ut hiim
Q: Rate life as of right now, onebeing bad, ten being great?
► 4 ii guess..
0Q: What do you hear right now?
►de radi0..
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► yar..
Q: What's your favorite month?
► december...
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EMOTIONS :
Are you missing someone right now?
► yeshh&a hell l0t too
Are you single?
► lawll yup
Are you tired?
► kiinda.. havnt been sLeepin laTeLyx..
Are your parents still married?
► Yes....don curse my family lah....
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BASICS:
►Real name: anushaa
►Nick Name: anu.. or sha.. or pwiincess..
►Age: 15
►Eye color: bR0wn
►Male or female: femaLe
►Single: yup
►Crushing: yupsx:)
►Smart: ii can be if ii want
►Hair color: Black
►Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
►Phone or Camera: mii f0ne wiib cam:)
►Health freak: n0pex.
►Righty or lefty: Righty
►SMOKE or Drink:N0000
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FIRSTS :
First best friend: angeline:) ii miss euu dear:(
►First award: eRm cant rmbx
►First enemy: eRm aso cant rmb
►First pet: lawll mux be s0me fish..
►Firstvacation: Malaysia

CURRENTLY:
►Eating: n0thing
►Drinking: n0thing
►Listening to: s0me rand0m s0ng
►Plans for tommorow: st0ne..
►Waitingfor: hiim t0 k0l
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WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITEGENDER:
►Lips or eyes: Eyes
►Shorter or taller: obvi0uslyy talLer ryTex..
►Romantic or spontaneous: r0manTiic..duh
►Sensitive or loud: Loud
►Hook-up or in a relationship: obvi0usLy ii wan reLati0nshiip.. iim n0t the h0ok up kiinDa giiRl
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HAVE YOU EVER:
►Drank hard drinks: yar
►Lost glasses/contacts: yar
►Ran away from home: s0on
►Broken someone's heart: yar
►Been arrested: n000
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone: yes ii d0..aL0t infactx.
►Are you seriously happy withwhere you are in life: no.. but ii can never be satisfied....

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.