Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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1)Do you always answer your phone?
!if ii feLt de vibRaTii0n den yar lUh..
2) Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
!aRgh..hiim:)
3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
!gRey:)
4) Do u Like Dr Pepper ?
!hUh..
5)Do you own a digital camera?
!yUp.
6)Have you ever had a pet fish?
!yUp..but den ii kiLled it..
7) Favorite Christmas song?
!lawL..d0nt hab one lUh..
8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
!over adii sia..but ii wan new fone.skinnies.t0ps.heels.al0t luh:)
9) Can you do push ups?
!can lUh but afta tat ii die:)
10) Can you do a chin up?
!nooooo
11)Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
!neRv0us....arhhhh
12) Do you have any saved texts? Who are they from and what do they say?
!mii f0ne cann0t save sia..
13) Ever been in a spore flyer?
!noo.. wasTe tiime onii
14) Do you have an laptop?
!s0on s0on
15) What is the last song to make you cry?
!lawll...can0t rmb lUh..
16) Plans tonight?
!go h0me..get scReweD..
17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom
!manii tiimes..
18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
!m0vie tix:)
20) Current worry?
!hiim..
21) Current hate right now?
!gah...
22) Met someone who changed your life?
!yess ii did:)
23) How did you celebrated in the past New Year?
!am ii like sup0se to rmb..
24) What song represents you?
!h0w ii n0e..
25) Name three people who might complete this?
!lifeless peRs0n no1. liFeLess peRs0n no2. liFeLess peRson no3
26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
!no.. ii d0nt want to thiink b0ut de past
27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
!no.. ii suck in c0mmitment luh..
28) Do you have any tattoo/piercing?
!pieRciing onii
29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
!hmm.. dunn0e.. see fiRst:)
30) Does anyone love you?
!h0pefulli
31) Would you be a pirate?
!nooooo
32) What songs do you sing in the shower?
!watever c0mes to mii mind ii sing luh:)
33) Ever had someone sing to you?
!yess:)
34) When did you last cry?
!wen ii laffd yest:)
35) What is in your pocket?
!nth.
36) Do you like to cuddle?
!lawL..yup:)
37) Have you held hands with anyone today?
!noo.. stuck at h0me
38) Who was the last person you took a picture of?
!eRm mii t0y..
40) How many TVs do you have in your house?
!2
41) Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
!b0th
42) Do you like pulpy orange juice?
!noo
43) What is something your friends make fun of you for?
!mii v0ice..gaHhhh
45) Do you like to play Scrabble?
!nooo
46) What are you saving your money up for right now?
!new skinniess.
47) When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
!ewwww.never..
48) What song do you want played at your funeral?
!heLlo..yy w0uLd ii pLay s0ng in funeRal alL..
49)What were you doing 12 AM last night?
!t0kiing f0ne:)
50)What did u do 1st thing in the morning?
!fiind mii f0ne:)

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.