Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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January 2010

> 1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
!pLs lUh iill laff:)
> 2. Do you trust all of your friends?
!mm ii d0nt tRust ppl easiLy..
> 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
!yar..
> 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
!yUp.
> 5. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
!huh..
> 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
!jedidahJOHN.. aniiwaex she wants to be one:)
> 7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
!haiix.
> 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
!yar..diis sto0pid l0seR.. ii dunn0e yy aso siia..
>10. Whats your most favorite mole?
!huh..eww..
> 11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
!last yeaR.
> 12. What did the last text message you sent say?
!kay we miit on wed kay:)
> 13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
!mux be daRk.. omg so ambalae sia:)
> 14. Fill in the blank. I love:
!mii fwenx..&.....
> 15. How many people do you trust?
!h0nestly n0t manii..
> 16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call
!ii d0nt think iid k0l s0meone fiRst.. ii rather g0 tempLe..
> 17. How many kids do you want to have?
!4:)
> 18. Would you make a good parent?
!h0pefulli
> 19. Where was your default picture taken?
!in mii r0om.
> 20. Whats your middle name?
!d0nt hab one.
> 21. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
!chaLet.
> 22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
!ii d0nt wanna go back in tiime.. deRes no p0int cRyiing oveR spiLt miLk..
> 23. Who did you last talk to?
!rezii.
> 24. What are you wearing right now?
!sh0rts & tshiRt.
> 25. Righty or Lefty?
!riighty:)
> 26. Best place to eat?
!aniiwheRe as l0ng as euu aRe hungRii.
> 27. Favorite jeans?
!skinnies:)
> 28. Favorite animal?
!penguins:)
29. Favorite juice?
!appLe.
> 30. Have you had the chicken pox?
!h0w ii n0e.
> 31. Have you had a sore throat?
!dUh.
> 32. Who did you last see?
!mii sis
> 33. Who knows you the best?
!n0 one:)
> 34. Shoe size?
!38.
> 35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
!gLasses,
> 36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
!heLlo.. yy w0uLd ii fight wiib an aNimaL.
> 37. Been to Mexico?
!no
> 38. Did you buy something today?
!n0pex. stuck at h0me.
> 39. Did you get sick today?
!n0pe.
> 40. Do you miss someone today?
!aL0t:(
> 41. Did you get in a fight with someone today?
!n0t yet.
> 42. When is the last time you had a massage?
!last nigght
> 43. Last person to lay in your bed
!ii dunn0e.
> 44. Last person to see you cry?
!rabii.. but it was like a l0ng tiime agox.
> 45. Who made you cry?
!s0me bastaRd.
> 46. What was the last TV show you watched?
!amaziing race..
> 47. What are your plans for the weekend?
!chaLet pLaning.
> 48. Who do you think will repost this?
!s0meone lifeless like mii.
> 49. What did you last eat?
!lunch.
> 50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
!can luh.. but iim underage.. so euull get fRkiing aRrstd.. after diis ur ch0iice lUh.. but ii d0nt miind:)

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.