Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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January 2010

Are you a morning person or a night person?
- night.
Do you want to get married?
omg yes.. to sumeone ubber riich & be a taitai
What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
f0ne..
Do you hate being alone?
dependss luh
Are you tan?
- hello iim indiian wat do euu thnk
How many phones have you had throughout your life?
-al0t luh
Do you currently have a hickey?
- lawll yy w0uld ii..
Did anyone call you babe today?
no luh.. g0t t0k to n0 one todae
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- k0ttikiranin
What' something that can always make you feel better?
sh0pping & t0king to mii fwen
Will this weekend be a good one?
- 0mg ii rather n0t thnk ab0ut it
Do you think that you’re a good person?
-eRm ii d0nt care..
What are you thinking at the moment?
-omg wat de fck am ii d0ing
Do you have any text messages that you don't want other people reading?
-ii jux dltd dem thankss to mii mum so erm yar n0w n0 m0re scandal adii luh
Have you had sex with your number 3 on friendster?
- mirna.. omg lawll iim straight luh pls..
When's the next time you will see the person you like?
-gahh d0nt wanna thnk b0ut it
Who are you closest to in your family?
-n0 one
What are you wearing at the momen​t?​​
- fbts & hse tee. lawll lazii chnge luh
Who was the last perso​n you had a conversati​on with?
​​-faiR0use:))
Who was the last perso​n you got in an argum​ent with?
- erm mii mum
When was the last time you had pizza​?
​- l0ngl0ng ago
Who are you more like, your mothe​r or your fathe​r?​​
- m0ther
Who is the last perso​n you added​ to your contacts list in your phone​?
​​-:)
What was the last thing​ you cried​ about​?​​
- l0ng tyme siince dat hppnd
If you could​ eithe​r float​ on the moon,or snorkel the ocean​,which?​
- float on the moon!0mg so r0mantiic
What has been your best year so far?
- 2008!
Last time you laugh​ed reall​y hard?​​
- jux n0w:)))) jiahuii ii l0uff euu
Do you know anyon​e addic​ted to anything?
​​- yep.
Where​is your phone​?​​
- s0mewhere..
Do you know anyone by the name of Lee?
- yea.
Do you have any bruises?​​
- al0t. clumzii luh wat to do
Whats irritating​you right​now?
- s0me0ne..
What happened at 10:​​00 am today​?
​​- hb///
Does anyone call you baby?
​​-yes.
What were you doing​ at noon yeste​rday?
​​- was goin skul.omg soo lifeless
Do you like redbull?
​​- n00
Have you ever writt​en anyth​ing on a bathroom wall or door?
​​- lawl noo
Do you say fcuk a lot?
- yar ii guess so
Do you belie​ve every​one deser​ves a second chance?
​​-n0
Do you blow dry your hair?
​​- amma luh ii so free ryte
Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are ever worth​ it?
- n0t aniim0re
Do your parents reall​y know you?
- n0
Would​ you ever get a tattoo?
-ii wann luh. but ii wont stand the pain
Are you slowl​y drift​ing away from someone?
​​- sadly,yes.
Do you clean​ when you’r​e upset​?
​​- omg noo
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
-omg dumb blonde:)
Do you usual​ly tell peopl​e when they hurt your feeli​ngs?
​​- no ii jux tell dem to fck off
Have you bough​t any cloth​ing items​ in the past week?
​​-n000 iive biin stck in hb...
Do you have your own personal diary​?
​- ii d0nt ryte it in luh so no pt
Do you like someone more than a friend?
- nope.

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.