Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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What do the majority of people in your life call you?
♥ anu:)
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 6 months ago?
♥ whyy w0uLd ii
What color is your phone?
♥ bLack
Who is the last male you hugged?
♥ eRm duNnoe..
Do you enjoy drama?
♥ see h0w lUh
Did you learn anything from the last BIG mistake you made?
♥ yes.. nvr tRust dem..
Do you have dimples when you smile?
♥ yUp.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
♥ ii h0pe so:)
What would you do if your best friend was moving away?
♥ sad...bUt yaR lUh jux spendd tiime wiib her..
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
♥ dUh
What do you think of your last kiss?
♥ eRm,, wHich was wHat
Did you kiss a lot of people today?
♥ omg.. do ii habb nth bttr to do
Name one person that made you smile today?
♥ vivek
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
♥ Sleeping
Have you cried in the last 24 hours?
♥ Nope
Do you have a best friend?♥
lawll,.. ii l0uff everii0ne equallii
Is anyone jealous of you?
♥ I dont know , there is nothing to be jealous of .
How do you feel about your hair right now?
♥eRm soft...
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
♥ s0metiimes..
Can you handle the truth?
♥ Not really but have to accept it , after all its the truth.
Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
♥ Yes(:
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
♥ yes
Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
♥ lawll no one noes mii tat well
Have you ever told someone you were single when you really werent?
♥ yes
Today did you hug the person you have feelings for?
♥ ltr... h0pefulli:)
Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
♥ yar.. itchy finger luh
Where is your number one person on your friends list?
♥ on her way to indonesia:)
Did you ever lose a best friend?
♥ yaR..paiNN..
Are any of your friends taller than you?
♥ aRd mii heightt
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
♥ dUh... its wat ii aLways do..
.Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
♥ gAhhh.. DrEADiinng
Do you hate being alone?
♥ noo.. ii pRefer it...

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.