Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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1.How old will you be for most of 2009?
~cHeweet 16:)))
2. Would you date someone 8 year older than you?
~see fiRsT lUh...
3. When was the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends in real?
~eRm zoo fly dae..
4. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
~sLeePiNg..heLlo waT eLse can ii d0
5. Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?
~wh0 n0es...
6. What movie do you really want to see right now?
~siLambAtam...omg fasTr reLeas...
7. Where are your siblings?
~baThiing..
8. When's the last time you cried?
~lawll.. supRissingLy a l0ng time ag0..
9. If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
~dUh..
10. Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
~lawll..mbmb see fiRsT h0w lUh..
11. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
~n0pe..wat happNd happNd fer a reas0n..jux leave it & m0ve on lUh
12. Do you want kids?
~lawll. yUp:)
13. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
~kiiNda..
14. Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
~dUh..
15. Last time you saw your parents?
~yesT..
16. Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
~mii dad..
17. What were your first thoughts this morning?
~omg.. has everiione died..oru msg koodaii illai
18. Are you a jealous person?
~n0pe..kay fiine at times..
19. The last time you slept on the floor
~OAC:)
20. What did you have for breakfast?
~lawll...attas c0oking:)
21. Who do you love?
~miiself:)))
22. Who was the last person you called?
~rezii daRliing..
23. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
~jUiice
24. What is your current annoyance?
~huh..
25. Have you ever been on a horse?
~yUp:))
26. Do you get distracted easily?
~yesss..
27. Who is the last person you cried to?
~eRm rabii... but it was like m0nthss agooo
28. Have you ever lost someone?
~yea..it still huRts..
29. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
~0mg. n00 namma yaruu.. romba sTeadii kaysx:)
> SO FAR IN 'O8
- Made a new friend?
~aLot:)
- Done something you swore never to do?
~yUp
- Laughed until you cried?
~lawll.. lOts os tiimes
- Went behind your parents back?
~thiis 0ne aso aL0t
- Met someone who changed your life?
~yUp:))
- Gotten close to someone?
~omg yUp:)))
- Found out who your true friends were?
~hmm yar..&it.. haiix..but ii l0uff dem:)
- Hurt emotionally or physically?
~em0ti0naLly..it stiLl huRts lUh.. but its made mii stR0nger:)

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.