Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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Q: Love someone?
A: yUp:))
Q: Who is that someone?
A: s0me0ne:)
Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: Mmmhhmmm:)
Q: Been arrested?
A: helL0..
Q: Been searched?
A: yaR
Q: Been suspended from school?
A: omg..n0o..
Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: yaR..iTs dmn fun luh..
Q: Broken a bone?
A: aRh yar..grRrrr
Q: Have shaved your head?
A: omg..sinna pillailai luh
Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: dUh
Q: Shot a gun?
A: yUp..waTer gUn
Q: Donated Blood?
A: n0ooo
_____________________________LAST PERSON YOU
1 You hung out with?
A: rezii daRliing
2 Last person that you texted?
A: mii fiRst daRliing:)
3 You were in a car with?
A: Erm..sithi
4 Went to the movies with
A: mii sis..
5 Went to the mall with?
A: rezii
6 Person you talked on the phone with?
A: chewtty:)
7 Person that called you?
A: mii pannii:)
8 You messaged on myspace?
A: myspace???
9 You talked to?
A: mii mum..
10 You miss?
A: aLot.. eRm 3m..rezii..rabii..aL0t lUh
11 You hugged?
A: rezii:)
___________________________________ ____WOULD YOU??
1 Eat or drink?
A: dRiiNk
2 Be serious or be funny?
A: faRnii
3 Drink whole milk or skimmed milk?
A: ii d0nt even dRink miLk..ithu lei veraii wh0Le or skimmed summ0re
4 Die in a fire or die getting shot?
A: sh0t luh..d0wan get face damaged..
5 Go to the bar or to the beach
A: beach..DUH
____________________________________ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1 Sun or moon?
A: Moon.
2 Winter or fall?
A: Fall.
3 Left or right?
A: Right.
4 Black and white or colored?
A: c0L0uredd
5 Where do you live?
A: n0venaa
6 Do you wanna get married?
A: hell0..obvi0usLyy
7 What is on your mind?
A: hiim&tml:)
8 Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
A: ii hate spaghetti s0 whyy w0uld ii even eat it..
______________________________IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU
1 Kissed someone?
A: tml..h0pefully
2 Been hugged by someone?
A: yUp
3 Been poked by someone?
A: lawL..yUp

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.