Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away

♥

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001.Real name:
anushaa
002. Nicknames:
anu
003. Married:
iim 15
004. Zodiac sign:
virgo
005. Male or female:
Female
006. Grade School:
chij tp
007. Highschool:
cedargirlss:)
008. College:
erm iim still stuck in cedar &ii want to be stuck there forever:)
009. Residence:
novena
010. Hair color:
Black, brown
011. Long or short:
long
012. Smoke:
npe. nalla ponnu
013. Drink:
smetimes
014. Available:
nt intrstdd
015. Are you a health freak:
sometimes
016.
Height:159
017. Do you have a crush on someone?:
haiix.
018. Do you like yourself:
yes. ii love anu:)
019. Piercings:
yup
020. Tattoos:
one day
021. Righty or lefty?
righty
FIRSTS:
022. First surgery?
lst year
023. First piercing:
erm about 3?? cannot rmb sia
024. First best friend/s:
angeline:) iimissher
025. First award:
erm kindergarten??
027. First pet:
fishyy
028. First vacation:
malaysia. ii think
029. First concert:
barney:)
030. First crush:
ehem:)
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating:
npe. kottikirans ady.
050. Drinking:
npe0
52. Im about to:
chck my phone
053. Listening to:
kathalae:)
FAVORITE'S
054. Food:
anythingg
055. Drinks:
anythingg that gets me high
056. Colors:
pinkk
057. Number:7.3
YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids:
yups.4 (3boy. 1 girl:)
059. Want to get married:
duh
060. Careers in mind?let me pass olvl first
WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes:
eyes;)
069. Hugs or kisses:
ii want both
070. Shorter or taller:
Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous:
both!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms:
both! lawll
074 . Sensitive or loud:
erm...
075 . Hook-up or relationship:
Relationship
077 . Trouble maker or hesitant:
trouble maker. but nt anjadi
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. Kissed a stranger:
eww npe
079. Drank bubbles:
ewwwwww
080. Lost glasses/contacts:
npe0
81. Ran away from home:
somedayy nt too long frm nw
082. Liked someone younger:
npe.
083. Older:
duh
084. Broken someones heart:
dunnoe
085. Been arrested:
npe
086. Turned someone down:
yes
087. Cried when someone died:
yes..
ii miss you.
ii want to rewind time
will you ever forgive me
come back to me plss.
its killing me

088. Liked a friend:
oh my. yess
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself:
ii hope so
090. Miracles:
yes
091. Love at first sight:
haiix
092. Heaven:
yes
093. Santa claus:
hah. maybe when ii was three
094. Sex on the first date:
nt tat kinda girl
095. the more you hate, the more youlove.
yea. its painfull
096. Love?
yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want tobe with you right now?
yes. its killing me
098 . Had more than oneboyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
nt that kindaa girl
099. Do you believe in God?
hes who iim living for:)

heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.