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Can you see it in my eyes
Damaged goods and spoken lies
Nothing is the way it seems
With broken lives and shattered dreams
This is all thats left of me
So turn your back and let it be
You always do anyway
Angel in shadow guards the dark at heart
Ashes to ashes til death do we part
On the steps of oblivion dance
Afraid to take another chance
The most deafening scream of silence that no one can hear
Echoes through this labyrinth of desolation and fear
Turns the world shades of grey



Leap into deep pits of despair
Nobody will fucking care
Release at last for this lost soul
In my heart you left a hole
Because you ripped it out you see
And this is all thats left of me
Burn out and fade away


tread softly. for euu tread on mii dreams
See how I wasted my life.
  • May 2008
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  • January 2010

  • Sunday, May 11, 2008
    she threw the roses at him at; 1:26 AM!
    Love, Truth, Fears, Trust, Pain, Death, Kindness,
    Why do you abuse these emotions?
    “I love you.”
    Why do you ask these words when you don't mean it?
    “I swear I’m telling you the truth!”
    Why do you swear?
    If you are lying?
    “I want to chase your fears away.”
    Why do you say that?
    If in the end I’ll fear you in the end?
    “Trust me, I want what's best for you.”
    Why did you say that?
    If now I am too scared to trust myself now.
    “I will heal the pain within your heart”
    How?
    If you put it there in the first place?
    “I will save you from death.”
    How?
    If you already killed me inside?
    “My kindness is so wonderful it’ll make you fly.”
    Well now I’m falling.
    And are you going to help me again?
    No...
    I see now...
    I understand...
    You never meant to keep the promise.
    You never meant to make anyone happy.
    You only wanted to use and play with everyone’s emotions.
    You said love and you got hate.
    You said truth and got lies.
    You said fears, you got even more.
    You said trust and received none
    You said pain and cause pain into others.
    You said death and killed the light in our hearts.
    You said kindness and we are waiting to see when we’ll get it.
    You are nothing or no one to hurt us like that!
    But...
    Even through the lies and the hurt.
    You can still come to me and I’ll still be your friend.
    Because there’s something that you forgot .
    Forgiveness.


    heRe wiith0ut euu. ii dReam ab0ut euu aLl the tiime.